Remember That...

I almost believe that there's nothing to believe in anymore. I always had this idea of where my life would be at this point and to have done a COMPLETE 180 is hard. I want to scream sometimes, and I want to be heard. I'm tired of going through pointless motions, I just want to have my stability back. And I hate relationships, just a PS. Mine is falling apart, and the more I realize I can't fix it, the less I care. So secretly I think I despise those who found happiness. But that's a side point. I think I just want a new life. And this is so corny, but Jessica Simpson is keeping me going. "Remember That" and "Pray Out Loud" are my saving graces now. I need a chance to breathe.