Remember That...

I almost believe that there's nothing to believe in anymore. I always had this idea of where my life would be at this point and to have done a COMPLETE 180 is hard. I want to scream sometimes, and I want to be heard. I'm tired of going through pointless motions, I just want to have my stability back. And I hate relationships, just a PS. Mine is falling apart, and the more I realize I can't fix it, the less I care. So secretly I think I despise those who found happiness. But that's a side point. I think I just want a new life. And this is so corny, but Jessica Simpson is keeping me going. "Remember That" and "Pray Out Loud" are my saving graces now. I need a chance to breathe.

And so school arrived...

Hm...No roommate still...apparently he moved off campus b4 the year started, so I'm enjoying the temporary peace! Um..there's a shitload of new freshman on campus, so random. I honestly admit I have trouble with change, and having my friends live in different places. I feel like I have so much alone time, I don't use it wisely. But there will be parties this weekend after the big game...so I can get drunk, haha. Classes, aren't total crap, just needa do work. Hmm..maybe I can do this